Tuesday, May 31, 2005
she assured me that everthing's gonna be allrite and that she truly have faith in me.
i told her a firm 'no' and looking at the rate i see myself into, i don't think so i have the confidence and the concurrent courage to do as she had wished me to do. still, she never gave up hope on me and in fact gave me another yet, full faith to believe in myself. she begged me and and took my much anticipated hesitation away..in the end, i gave in and relent to her powerful words.
she's rite. i have to have confidence in myself. if i dun do it today, when will the day be? it doesnt make any difference if i were to say that i can do it later or i can do it one day. so..why dun i let it be TODAY.
i well-geared myself up, say some prayers, hit the road and make my way to tanah merah mrt station..ALONE. yes, alone..for the 1st time!!!
upon reaching there, i saw my bestfren.. miss Azalia, smiling away approaching the vehicle i'm in. thank god i make it there safely. i dint wana go far but she insisted that we have dinner somewhere and that she want me to drive her around..and so we settled to have dinner at as-salihin instead, somewhere near her house in tampines. it was totally a new experience for me, for since i passed my driving about 2 weeks ago, i never tried driving alone before. i was always accompanied by my sis, uncle or my darling, cos i noe, i wasnt ready for it yet. but i finally did it, all thanks to my dearest bestfren who gave me the much needed confidence to drive all the way from home to pick her up, sent her home and make my way home..ALONE. i'm just glad i managed to overcome the fear of driving alone. still, being an amateur driver or some would say a p-plater..i've yet to learn a lot.
btw, here are some snapshots of my independence driving day.
me, hitting the road..try to make myself comfortable.
*aza* hmmm..can ana make it??
*me* i can do it.. i can do it!
smiley aza and ana..
strolling by the streets of tampines..cheerios!!
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ok ok, i noe a lot of u has been asking me to upload my KL trip pictures. the problem is, i've downloaded it to my pc..but somehow rather the idle-bug has overcome my innerself for now. i will try to get rid of the bug soon aite and promise that i will update u guys on my KL trip soon..
as for now, u all tunggu je lah eh..
goodnite..slamat malam..vanekam..
toodles..
