Thursday, February 03, 2005
i am back to work after 2 days of resting at home, but i wasnt at all feeling any better. in fact, i'm feeling worse than ever.
something terrible had hit me hard and left me going thru a major state of insomnia, restless night and an uncertain thought.
i'm in trauma...i'm in trauma...
I LOST MY K700i.....
*sigh*
my beloved hp..and its not even a month old. seriously, i am damn blardy pissed with myself..for being so careless over simple things like this.
what was i even thinking!!!!!!
damn it..if i haven't been out despite being sick, i'm sure all this wudnt have happened.
but then again..who am i to blame, but my silly self.
*sigh*
i dunnoe..mayb all these happened for reason. mayb i've not been sedekah-ing enuff.
or mayb like aishah said..its not my rezeki..ntahlah i also dunnoe.
darling said this to me..
" all these are kebendaan. it can always be bought again. it will come and go. u have the money,u can buy anything you want. so loosing things like this is nothing. i know how you feel but what's more valuable than loosing ur loved ones? don't think money can buy any of those. at least u still have me, your family and your loved ones..."
upon hearing there words from him, made me realised somehow rather that its true.
nothing is more valuable than my loved ones..him, my family and my frens who cared for me.
i'm glad that i have them by my side.
thanks darling..u sure make my day....love u lots..
looks like i have to source out for a new K700i..
well, i've got to move on..
that's life....
